forgetting

when u cant forget someone, shd u struggle to forget him or thank God for the fact that it was so unforgettable...
if we were meant to remember beautiful things, why do sad things bring tears to our eyes...
if we were meant to enjoy the good things, why do we have to go thru pain...
do we bring sorrow upon ourselves...

sometimes u have a wound which u thought has healed, but when u r recovering, u try not to look at it, wanting to forget how ugly it is... hoping that time will fade its scar... then u realise, one look... and it's stil as painful as it was fresh...

i gave up... or have i really... anyway... it's over, as it shd b

要伤心多久我才能看透
离开你多久手才会放松
是否我在你的心里还有一点痛
爱情随风心彻底放纵让自己疯
还隐隐作痛还记得你笑容
这回忆多么沉重宁愿没有过
还隐隐作痛还看见你放手
这回忆多麽美丽刺痛我心头
我心头